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insight twentyseven
"you seem quiet today"
why do you take such concern when i show a glimpse of what i feel like?
"have you fallen out with someone?"
just because i have paragraphs of writing upon my phone screen does not mean an argument, im getting help from a friend, about things a should talk to a professional about.
"have you had lunch?"
you know im going to say yes, even when my stomach is churning air.
"what's up Sophie?"
everything.

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