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insight twentytwo 
our angel
i remember the first smile you gave me,
"wanna sit together on the bus?" you said.
a friendship bloomed that morning
as the bus left in the foggy sunrise.
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i remember you wrapping your arms around me,
the delight from that gifted pencil case.
a single boost of joy given to me
before you left for home.
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but i remember the tears running down my face,
"she's gone" and my phone hitting the floor.
the slow motion running of my mum
as screams in pain left my mouth.
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 as i remember lying in that empty car park
our warm hands intertwined in love.
night drawing cold as the stars shine up high
and now i can watch you within them.
<3

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