8:50

insight eleven
We counted the stars in the dark sky while lying in the empty car park, cold hands intertwined. We cuddled up while watching a movie with Daniel, too comfy to move. We "practiced" our performances after school, eating cookies and giggling behind the curtain. We lay together on the bench, twisted into each other as we collected heat from each other. We made the memories that were some of my happiest, and still make me smile now. Not a single minute goes by without thinking you're going to text me a funny Korean meme, or some weird song about who knows what. But to think that you're watching me, now, I wish i could of said goodbye, and held your hand one last time. The feeling of emptiness consumes me and even now the lump in my throat grows, tears running down my cheeks. We miss you, and there is nothing more we want than you back here, laughing with us on the tennis courts. Of all the flowers in the world, they chose the most beautiful, and now you can annoy your dad with your Korean music that isn't all that bad. We will always have a place in our hearts for you, and your presence will be felt when our group is together. As much as it hurts to say you're gone, we will never forget you and I regret any issues we had. I love you more than you would of ever known. And I will count the stars every night, hopefully finding an extra one, a beautifully bright one, and I'll know it's you.

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