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insight sixtythree

touch

i'm now numb 
to your sharp touch
tracing through my skin.
numb to sensations
that travel up my spine
the blank relief 
which once was new
which once supported
me

you touched the blemishes
tallied the cries
you touched the places
no one can see 
yet made them watch me 
alone

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